Between a late night and an early morning I did not get enough sleep and while other times 3 hours was enough to function, today I am a mess... My brain feels foggy, my arms feel rubbery and my brain is constantly drifting off... Starbucks chocolates were not much help although the were deeeelicious. When coffee dreams it really does dream of chocolate. The only problem is that I am dreaming too, dreaming of my nice warm bed, dreaming of flowers and spring and home... On top of everything I am starting to freak out about all the big deadlines coming up and about all the projects that I am way behind on.
On a different note, my brother and his wife are arriving tonight from New Zealand. There is a slight tension between us and I am not sure how it will all go. I miss them a lot, especially my brother and it saddens me that we gew appart so much. We used to be so close... then I grew up and apparently I changed... I want to spend time with them as much as I can but for them it is more of a business trip so they will be busy. I am going crazy with work so I will be busy as well. They already have tons of plans with other people (which sort of hurt my feelings, but I am trying to understand) so whatever works for me doesn;t work for them so now I will have to figure out a way to do too much work in too little time so I can see them... Grrr... why do things have to be so difficult. I know I am not making much sense, and I appologize. I just feel tired and overwhelmed and I guess I am venting more than blogging... Next time I will try to do better. Hope everybody is having a better Monday than me.
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