Friday, April 03, 2009
Friday sucks and other things...
Today I am feeling too whatever sad and depressed feels like. I am sitting in the office trying really hard to be productive and not look like I am about to cry and it sucks. All I want to do is go crawl into a little ball in a dark corner and let it out.. It;s not like I have anyone to talk to about it... How could i possibly explain it all to anyone... It's not like I can do anything about it, it's not like anyone could help and then people like to judge and then they would look at me differently. Why is life so complicated? Why is it that even when u try to do something right by you or right by others things still go so horrible wrong. Where did I take the wrong turn and how can I make it right. I can;t believe I am saying this, but Friday sucks! At least this Friday does...
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OMG I KNOW WHAT YOU MEAN!!! i hate not having anyone to talk to about the things that distress me, mainly because it is always something that even i think is terrible or stupid or trivial and they would think i was horrible or dumb or black-hearted which is the worst thing i can ever think someone could think of me! which always leads me to never being able to talk to anyone about my feelings, and sometimes it is sad! i'm sorry you're sad too :( that makes me sad! one thing that might help you that helped me a bit was that i found this new website called http://omegle.com which you go on and start chatting with a complete random stranger, and you can say anything you want, and if you find a sane person, which i finally did, you can tell them everything that you've been thinking and not have to worry about someone you know finding out, and if they are nice they might even give you advice! it's really just a nice way of talking to someone to get the big emotions off your chest and feels nice once you're done! anyways, i hope you feel better, aeryn! i really, really do!
<3, angelica
p.s. of course you can always talk to me if you ever need to, just thought i should make that clear!!!
Angelica, you are so sweet! Thank you very much for your kind words and for the offer to listen to me ramble about my problems... One of these days I might take u up on it... I don;t want to burden you though... Just knowing that you care and understand and sometimes feel the same actually helps, a lot! Somehow it makes me feel less alone... I am sorry if I added to your sadness, I didn;t mean to.. I really hope you are feeling better. I have been doing the ups and downs but right now I am somewhere in the middle, which is good. Maybe the can of coke I just had helped :) Caffeine always puts me in a good mood. I will definitely give omegle a try one of these days. Thank you again! And let me know how u are, I worry about you sometimes when you are "quiet"... I mean... you don;t blog as much...
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